Your face on the covers changing lovers only to discover why I did 
this to myself again. I race through the stages all the pages in my 
life unfolding it's my addiction I can't comprehend
rip this out of my head bring me closer to death
so that I can find some peace.


If theres a message in all of this under the powers that be can you 
spare me the struggle to find- a purpose if there is none- am I just 
blind- to all the passages you left open- frozen in between the hands 
of time- can I still fly beyond this broken will-

stuck in this cycle-life on trial and it's harder for my eyes to see 
the truth the way it is - enough with excuses i fall useless out of 
breath inept to all the good in this life I should miss rip this out 
of my head- bring me closer to death. so that I can find some peace.

I don't want to be anything less then the ground beneath my feet I see 
the way- we all fall apart inside our selfish little world.

Inside- are we lost?

But i don't  want to be anything less then the ground beneath my feet 
I see the way we all - fall apart

I - I don't want- want to lose.