It's hard for me to believe you've been gone for
so long
when you were here in your eyes I could never do
no wrong
I got to admit that the shit I've been living in is
all wrong.
My heaven to flames in your eyes since the day that
you've been gone
back into flames since the day that you were gone


I need you to hear me now well I am sorry for the promises
that I can't keep
all the lessons that I failed that you taught me,
I wish I wasn't sorry, sorry....

it's hard for me in a place. I'm afraid
you notice
what I've become underneath the façade
I move with
full of the doubt I allowed to return to what's left,
what's left
Sometimes I forget myself and need courage,
so what do I need. Sometimes I forget myself.

I wish that you could see me.....
because I need you here here by me
because I feel empty
I starve for you
and all you used to do
and it's understood
that I'm still good
Believe in me
believe in me

Should I fail now, to open scars, and cleanse, what needs mend, here 
or the end

I catch my tongue, on these wasted words, on this life I've lost, that 
I don't deserve, should I fail now, to end this hurt, from this life 
I've lost,
That I don't deserve
I don't deserve